Hold Me Tight examines the tension between memory and identity, exploring the emotional complexity of aging through constructed self-portraits. This series captures an imagined dialogue between past and present, revealing the subtle interplay of longing, nostalgia, and self-reconciliation.
Rooted in personal experience, Hold Me Tight emerged as a response to the complexities of middle age—pride in who I had become alongside an uneasy awareness of what had been left behind. Approaching forty, I began to confront these realities, creating a visual meditation on the impermanence of youth and an evolving sense of identity.
The images depict two versions of myself—my younger and current selves—brought together through compositing techniques to create poignant exchanges. These figures occupy shared spaces that oscillate between connection and distance, embodying the simultaneous desire to hold onto and let go of what has passed. The solitary compositions evoke the ephemeral spirit of youth while grappling with the unease of its absence.
          
          
        
      Smudge, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 5, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Bubblegum, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Under The Railway Bridge, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Xanadu, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Fortune Teller, 2023, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Roller Girl, 2023,
          
          
        
      Untitled (peach), 2020, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      French Braid, 2020, Archival Pigment Print,
          
          
        
      Hold Me Tight, 2019, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      In The Trees, 2022, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      The Creek, 2022, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      Idling, 2020, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      The Coming Storm, 2019, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Untitled (red shirt), 2019, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      Untitled (record player), 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Rooftop 1, 2022, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Do You Like Butter? 2022, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      Rooftop 2, 2022, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      Day Dreamer, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 5, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      The Game, 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Untitled (doorway) 2019, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Feathers 2, 2020, Archival Pigment Print
          
          
        
      Feathers, 2020, Archival Pigment Print, 41" x 29" edition of 3, 21.5" x 15.3" edition of 10, 17" x 12" edition of 10
          
          
        
      Hand Stand, 2010, Archival Pigment Print, 40" x 32" edition of 3, 20" x 16" edition of 10, 15" x 12" edition of 10
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